Copy of Resentment - Chapter 38
Bian Shengjian forced himself not to look at the dazzling traces on the ground. Although he didn’t know why the episodes that only appeared in TV dramas like vomiting blood happened to Lu Shen, but thinking about it carefully, since they returned from traveling through the past, he had several abnormalities on him, like pale complexion and involuntary coughing.
And what he had said before, such actions naturally did not conform with the norm.
Moreover, going back to the past, this ability that goes against the sky should not be used indiscriminately, and Bian Shengjian didn’t know whether Lu Shen broke his precept this time just for him.
If it was really because of him….
“Lu Shen!” Bian Shengjian yelled again. Seeing that he didn’t react at all, he picked him up, put on his back and ran down the hill, steps becoming a little unstable.
Lu Shen, you can’t be in trouble.
Bian Shengjian took a deep breath, tightened his hold on Lu Shen’s calf and hoisted him up on his back, as cold sweat dripped down his forehead.
When Bian Shengjian ran to the steps down the hill with him on his back, he suddenly felt the person behind move, followed by a weak cough.
“Lu Shen?” Bian Shengjian’s heart skipped a beat, and the pace under his feet suddenly became much more steady. He panted and said in a low voice, “I’ll take you to the hospital now.”
“No… I’m not going to the hospital.” Lu Shen said with his eyes closed, then reached out and patted his shoulder lightly. “Let me down first.”
“You fucking vomited blood! How can you not go to the hospital?” Bian Shengjian shouted angrily without turning his head, and his hands trembled a little when he remembered the blood that had just splattered on the ground.
“Does the hospital treat ghosts?” Lu Shen chuckled.
Bian Shengjian’s back froze and then he hesitated for a while, but he carefully put Lu Shen down on the steps, and immediately approached closer and stared at his face.
“How is it now? What else is uncomfortable?”
“Just give me a tissue.” Lu Shen wiped the corner of his mouth.
Bian Shengjian immediately took out a pack of tissue from his pocket, and when Lu Shen reached out his hand to take it, Bian Shengjian suddenly withdrew his hand, and very carefully, he began to wipe the blood on the corner of his mouth for him instead.
Lu Shen was stunned for a moment, and when he looked at the face with furrowed brows at a close proximity, he suddenly noticed that Bian Shengjian’s eyelashes were very long, like two small brushes when he lowered his eyes.
“Your eyelashes are very long.” Lu Shen praised.
“What are you talking about at this time?” Bian Shengjian glared at him with a worried tone. “Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere? Is there something wrong with the internal organs? Or are you hurt somewhere else? Fuck, you must be in a serious situation. You must go to the hospital with me later!”
“It’s the soul,” Lu Shen sighed softly, “My soul is damaged.”
Bian Shengjian was stunned for a moment, and it took a long time to slowly say, “Is it because of me?”
“No, it’s because I used you before,” Lu Shen smiled and looked at him carefully and said, “Therefore as compensation for my sin, I took you back to the past up to where my limit would take me.”
“Are you that stupid?” Bian Shengjian’s throat choked, and he was almost at a loss for words when he looked at Lu Shen’s pale expression. “Then if the soul is damaged or something… What would you do?”
“It’s okay, It’ll be fine after a while.” Lu Shen said lightly then apologetically added, “Sorry, I just soiled the ground.”
“It’s fine, I’ll call someone to clean it up later.” Bian Shengjian was still staring at him, eager to find some clues from the expression on his face. “You lied to me just now, weren’t you? How can this kind of injury be cured after a period of time? You…”
“Third Brother,” Lu Shen suddenly poked a finger on his face and pushed him back, “Don’t lean so close to me.”
“Fuck!” Bian Shengjian immediately leaned back, his tone a little unhappy. “I’m not worried about you! Do you think I want to lean close to your face?”
Lu Shen didn’t speak, and looked down at his crotch from a secret angle.
Very good, “classmate” Lu Shen tenaciously held back at this critical moment.
“Let’s go down the hill first.” Lu Shen coughed.
Bian Shengjian was still staring at him. In fact, he still had a lot of things to ask, such as how he predicted where he was and how he found his location. Speaking of which, Lu Shen’s whereabouts had always been a mystery to him. He strongly doubted whether this person had installed something like a radio radar on himself.
“Third brother, back.” Lu Shen said suddenly.
“What?” Bian Shengjian looked at him, but didn’t react for a while.
“I can’t walk anymore,” Lu Shen opened his arms, “carry me on your back.”
“I’ll carry you on my back, but can you not use such a coquettish tone?” Bian Shengjian couldn’t help twitching the corners of his mouth.
Lu Shen still had his arms outstretched, Bian Shengjian stared at him for a few seconds, but turned around helplessly, “Okay, hop on…”
Lu Shen was lying on Shengjian’s back, and added on a whim, “Or you can just hold me, it’s a little uncomfortable being carried like this.”
“If you talk too much, I’ll throw you down,” Bian Shengjian said, gasping for breath, “Damn, you look so thin, how come you’re this heavy?”
Lu Shen only smiled and didn’t speak. He stretched out his arms to gently wrap around his neck.
Bian Shengjian was walking down the steps for a while, when goose bumps suddenly spread from his arms to his back.
This posture is a little ambiguous.
But he only coughed lightly and didn’t say a word. He carried Lu Shen down the hill step by step, gritted his teeth all the way out of the cemetery, and didn’t let him down until he walked back to the side of the road. He was so tired that he could hardly say a word for a while.
“Your physical strength is not very good.” Lu Shen still said boldly with a sick face.
“Fuck you, why won’t you try carrying me next time?” Bian Shengjian took a few breaths ,glared at him and added, “You forgot about how many laps I ran and the pull-ups back then?”
“That’s true,” Lu Shen said with a smile, “but I don’t weigh much though, it’s all bones.”
“Okay, okay, whatever you say” Shengjian started to call a taxi on his mobile phone, then looked up at him after a moment. “You… why don’t you stay at my house?”
“Ah,” Lu Shen also looked at him, “Will it bother you?”
“You’ve already been bothering me.” Bian Shengjian sighed.
In fact, he still hasn’t recovered, but Lu Shen’s sudden vomiting of blood had directly diverted his attention. Now, when he thought of the scene in the hospital, his heart only throbbed in pain.
But when the pain was over, he felt that he seemed to be relieved somewhere.
After all, he finally said goodbye to her in an incredible way. There must still be regrets and pain, but it was no longer as tormenting as before, as if someone who had been underwater for a long time suddenly gasped a breath on the surface.
“Live for yourself.” He thought of what Lu Shen said.
“Lu Shen.” Bian Shengjian shouted.
“Huh?” Lu Shen turned to look at him.
“Forget it, it’s nothing.” The words that were about to blurt out from the tip of his tongue, were eventually swallowed back. As Shengjian tapped on his phone, he said, “Anyhow….we’re even now. “
“I can ignore the fact that you used me before,” Bian Shengjian took a deep breath, “but from now on, you are not allowed to use your strange abilities on me again.”
“Really?” Lu was stunned for a moment, and immediately displayed a smile that was a little childish: “Third brother, you are so kind.”
“Shut up,” Bian Shengjian pointed at him, “your soul was the one that’s damaged, not your brain. Don’t keep talking to me in such a coquettish tone.”
“Okay.” Lu Shen nodded with a smile, and suddenly asked again before getting in the car, “Then are you still transferring?”
“Huh?” Bian Shengjian was stunned.
“Are you still going to transfer?” Lu Shen asked again.
“I…” Bian Shengjian didn’t know how to answer this question for a while, so he only waved his hand to postpone the topic for now, “Get in the car first, we’ll talk about it after we get back.”
Bian Shengjian’s home was in a very high-end community. From the security guard at the door, one could notice that of them were young men with high spirits. Unlike in his neighborhood, when new buildings were opened, the security guards at the door would all be young guys, but after some time, they would be replaced with a much older one.
If it wasn’t for the windy weather, Lu Shen would have liked to go strolling down around this neighborhood for two more laps and glimpsed at the place Bian Shenjian had always lived.
“Is your dad at home?” Lu Shen asked, looking at the numbers that kept jumping up in the elevator.
“This time… I’m not sure, he might still be in the company.” Bian Shengjian frowned and glanced at the time.
After the elevator opened with a loud ding, Bian Shengjian then proceeded to push open the fire-resistant door located in the middle. Lu Shen, who was following behind him, didn’t notice that he suddenly stopped and directly bumped on his back.
“.. Shengjian?” A man’s voice sounded in front, and when he saw Lu Shen, he became stunned. “Didn’t you ask for a leave? Why did you bring your classmates over?”
“Hello, Uncle.” Lu Shen stood up straight at once. He was inexplicably moved when Father Bian noticed him.
“He…” Bian Shengjian glanced at Lu Shen, hesitated before saying, “He is my friend. “
“Oh, so it was like that.” Bian Jianhua nodded, then glanced at Lu Shen before opening the door. “You guys come in first, it’s windy outside.”
Lu Shen subconsciously covered up a little blood on his collar, but fortunately he was wearing a black lapel jacket today, which was not obvious at first glance.
“Hiss.” Lu Shen couldn’t help but intake a sharp breath the moment the door opened, “Your house is quite big.”
“It’s okay.” Bian Shengjian said, “It’s just a small duplex.”
“Are you cold?” Bian Jianhua said, taking off his coat and hanging it aside, “Let your aunt cook you a bowl of ginger soup later.”
“No, we haven’t been exposed to the rain.” Bian Shengjian’s tone was a little unnatural, but he suddenly thought of something and added, “then boil a bowl of brown sugar water with more red dates.”
“Hm?” Bian Jianhua looked at him in surprise, “Why do you want to drink this all of a sudden?”
“Not for me, but for him.” Bian Shengjian pointed to Lu Shen.
“Ah.” Lu Shen was a little embarrassed at being pointed at by him, and whispered, “I didn’t say I wanted a drink?”
“Hmm,” Bian Shengjian also lowered his voice, “it is to replenish your blood.”
“Is that so?” Lu Shen couldn’t help but laugh, and even the blood in his throat that had always made him feel very uncomfortable seemed to dissipate all at once.
“Thank you, if I wasn’t obviously a man, one would think I have a cold womb.”
(t/n Cold womb- A ‘Warm Womb’ is one in which there is great blood flow, as opposed to a ‘Cold Womb’ where capillaries are constricting with the cold and not generating enough warmth and nutrient rich blood supply to support life.
*One of the Food Therapy for Cold Womb*
4. Strengthen exercise and increase blood circulation . You can use astragalus, jujube, or angelica to soak in water or decoct to replenish qi and regulate blood, so that qi and blood are doubled, which is also an effective way to get rid of palace cold. ( this was what LS meant when he said “one would think I have a cold womb” because of what BS wanted him to drink.)
“Don’t be long-winded,” Bian Shengjian glared at him and began to change his shoes. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see that Bian Jianhua had been watching the two of them. He took a deep breath before looking up at him: “I’ll take him up first and then come down later. I want to talk to you about something.”
“Okay.” Bian Jianhua was a little surprised by his deliberative tone, and his voice relaxed. “Son…”
“Aunt Wang!” Bian Shengjian shouted to the kitchen, “Help me cook a bowl of brown sugar water! Also, add more red dates!”
“Okay!” Aunt Wang stuck out half of her head from the kitchen with a smile on her face. “Young Master, why do you suddenly want to drink this?”
“How many times have I said to not call me young master,” Bian Shengjian couldn’t help sighing, and glanced at Bian Jianhua again: “I’ll go up first…Dad.”
“Hm,” Bian Jianhua nodded, and only after realizing it did he comprehend the last word Bian Shengjian had said, and his voice suddenly rose up, “What did you call me?”
Without looking back, Bian Shengjian pulled Lu Shen upstairs quickly, for fear that he would show his cowardice a second later.
“You never had a good laugh with your dad before, didn’t you?” Lu Shen asked in a low voice, “Is it because of your mother?”
“…you already knew it.” Bian Shengjian said.
“Besides Aunt Wang, you are the very first person to enter my room.” Bian Shengjian opened the door and said, “change your clothes and take a bath later, I’ll get you a new set of pajamas.”
“No, I’ll just wear yours, we’re about the same height anyway.” Lu Shen turned around in Bian Shengjian’s room with great interest, and couldn’t help raising his eyebrows when he saw the drum set next to the bookshelf. “You can play the drums?”
“Just a little bit, but not as skillful as Tan Ming.” Bian Shengjian pulled out a set of pajamas from the closet, shook it, looked at it over before handing it to him. “Here, you can choose your own underwear and socks, I have several boxes here.”
“Hm,” Lu Shen nodded and was about to reach out to take it, but Bian Shengjian suddenly seized his wrist.
“You….how did you hurt yourself here?” Bian Shengjian was shocked to see crimson tooth marks on Lu Shen’s left hand. The skin on the edge in some places was even pierced. At first glance, he thought that some ghosts bit him.
“Who bit you?”
“Have you forgotten?” Lu Shen looked down at the tooth mark and raised a helpless smile. “At that time in the hospital, you…”
“Fuck.” Bian Shengjian cursed softly, “I remember.”
“It’s okay, it doesn’t hurt.” Lu Shen retracted his hand, but after thinking for a while, he pointed to the tooth mark and added, “As you can see, the injuries I have suffered in the past will be brought into reality, therefore, when we act in the future…”
Just halfway through speaking, Lu Shen suddenly stopped, picked up the pajamas and was about to go to the bathroom.
“I’m going to take a shower.”
“Wait.” Bian Shengjian grabbed him with an ugly expression on his face. “Let me disinfect it for you.”
“No need, water will suffice,” Lu Shen smiled, “after taking a shower, it’ll wash it off.”
“Then,” Bian Shengjian hesitated for a moment, and then said with a righteous face. “Then I will let you bite back. “
“What?” Lu Shen was stunned, stared at him blankly.
“I told you to bite me back. Anyway, you helped me this time, and I don’t want to owe you anything.” Bian Shengjian took off his jacket and threw it aside, rolled up his sleeve and said, “Come on, You can choose wherever you want to bite.”
“Third brother,” Lu Shen’s tone sank, his eyes slid from Bian Shengjian’s strong and powerful arm to his smooth neck. “You really don’t need this.”
“I told you to bite, so just bite, where is all such nonsense coming from?” Bian Shengjian frowned, “Or you can just punch me, otherwise I won’t be happy.”
“It’s up to me to choose where to bite?” Lu Shen didn’t answer any further, and took a sharp step forward.
“…Yes.” Bian Shengjian squinted his eyes, and just for a moment, he actually felt that Lu Shen’s eyes had become a little dangerous.
“As long as you don’t bite me to death….” Bian Shengjian suddenly stopped talking. He watched Lu Shen take a few steps forward, reached out his hand, grabbed his collar and unexpectedly pulled it down.
“Hey!” He was immediately startled, and his hand was slapped away by Lu Shen as he stretched it out. “Didn’t you say it’s up to me to choose where to bite?”
“Yes.” Bian Shengjian gritted his teeth and said, “As long as you don’t bite my balls.”
“…I’m not that perverted.” Lu Shen stared at his exposed two collarbones and gritted his teeth unconsciously. “I’ll do it now.”
“Come on.” Although Bian Shengjian was feeling numb, he still insisted and nodded. “Just don’t bite……ah!”
Lu Shen took a bite without hesitation. From the corner of his eye, he saw Bian Shengjian’s whole body straightened up, and even his neck straightened up, which led to a very sexy curve, extending all the way up from the neckline.
A little bit bothersome.
Lu Shen put a hand on his shoulder and slowly increased the force of his teeth on the skin. When he heard Bian Shengjian grunted softly in his ear, he paused and then instantly increased his strength again.
“Hey!” Bian Shengjian gasped in pain, “Enough!”
Lu Shen let go of his hold, and when Bina Shengjian turned around to look in the mirror to check the condition of the teeth marks, he immediately rushed into the bathroom with the pajamas and closed the door. Holding on the edge of the sink, he slowly exhaled, and looked down at himself along the way.
“Fuck.” Lu Shen couldn’t help but swear softly.